The Load

When I just can't...


The load gets heavy and I just can't, the bills keep coming and I just can't, the words fail me, the children are adults, the adults are petulant and just cause all kinds of nervousness, and I just can't


I reach out to others and seem to interrupt their routines,
I just can't


God this is Hard.
I didn't know how Hard until now.
I worry, I have bills, ends don't meet, promises are broken and...


I just get tired of the craziness of life.




The response of the spirit is --
and, this is the time to Pray.
When it gets hard, as it often will - just Pray
When the despair feels as though it will overflow
Just Believe
When doubts come to tip the scale over
Have Faith.
Amen.