I have come to Mercy Center in San Francisco.
It holds so many mysteries and things waiting to explore.
I never expected to like San Francisco.
I sit and walk and think and pause.
Today (9/24) is Mom's birthday.
How much she like to meditate to just breathe in God's presence
that was what she called it.'
I didn't quite understand it then and not sure I understand now.
Though I have encountered peace and unity.
I have encountered quite moments and alone time.
I have put my mind to praising God.
I hope to truly embrace Jesus and forgive
Forgive me
Forgive my past
Forgive my uncertain future.
And be here.
Be right now.
The pain in my neck that I put to the side
My need to make piles and be surrounded by stuff.
Learning to let go.
I typed and thought all this and then remembered to take a deep refreshing breath.
